Screw everything.

At least I have a roof over my head, a place to sleep and food to eat.

even if life tries to fuck me in the ass again, I'm not going to whine like a pussy.

Like I said earlier, c'est la vie.

Hmm. I am actually updating this long-forgotten space. I am pretty sure that you can tell that sheer boredom led me to create this post.

Currently, I have to admit that my thoughts have been a little irrational lately. My mind has been conjuring its own little magic show and actually it drove me dead insane. Luckily I managed to pen it down on paper, or god knows what might happen to me. I guess I'm just the type of person who never stops pondering and thinking about life and the things that surround it.

Anyway, I must admit that part of the mental frustration in my mind is not due to the overwhelming thoughts.. but it was about something even more irrational.

Let's just say that I was particularly attracted to someone whom I went to the same school with. Needless to say, I had a an infatuation-type of admiration towards this person. I really admired him until he found himself a girlfriend.

At that moment, I just.. remained stoic.

It was only until I reached home did I let the tears fall from my eyes. I must say, I was pretty much taken aback by what I witnessed. The sight of them being happy together disgusted me.

It was only after crying non-stop for a few hours and playing Breakeven.. did I realise that I had to remain optimistic.

He's just a boy.. who found the one he wants.

I guess the right one for me will come sooner or later.

I guess it's a lesson that I learnt.

I can't have silly crushes on people whom I have no chance of getting together with.

How ironic.

I created this blog to voice out opinions on real-world matters, but here i am dwelling about my personal life.

I guess c'est la vie.

So that is all for now.